revelation station

i haven't seen you since may 1st. that's 2 days short of 2 weeks. when i asked you last night when the last time i saw you was, you answered, "1 week." you have no concept of time and urgency. you even JUST realized last night that it was 4 years and 1 month tomorrow. it may not matter to other people the MONTHS that they've been together, but it matters to me and i thought that you knew that.
1. are you too busy to be in a relationship?

in bio 3a, while learning about allied health, i realized "why don't they support me or my decisions? except when they align perfectly with what THEY want? they only push me in 1 direction and don't even ask me what i want."
2. now i understand how it feels like to not be supported when you're trying to go for what you want and what you believe in.

POP QUIZ:
he's forgotten about you, so you:
a.) make him remember
b.) forget about HIM
c.) be okay with being forgotten..

written in my weekly planner:
05/11 - i'm upset because i haven't seen him in a long time and he neglects me. i need to realize if he doesn't appreciate me or my time and effort put into our relationship, then he isn't worth it.
05/12 - we can't hang out today because he "[has] crossroads at night and is running for a position."