What sucks today: your dreams are only important when people important to you approve of them; if they don't, then your dreams mean nothing--to them AND to you.

WHAT SUCKS TODAY, Monday, June 7, 11:43pm
why is what's important to me not important to anybody else?
-my parents don't want me to be a PA, they want me to apply to medical school
-my "vacation" and graduation "present" is go to to florida and get pushed into applying to med school there (i speculate)
-kris doesn't have time to take me to western because he wants to go to church


I feel 2nd in others' lives, but I'm 1st in mine. The only thing missing is God but I don't know how to integrate Him.


ALSO, my parents don't know about me and kris so they're still trying to invite him and his family to my graduation party. and they keep telling me not to talk to/call him because i need to study for my finals. what they don't know is that if they never said any of that in the first place, i WOULD be studying.