if it was my birthday,

I would wish:

• that when we were together, you treated me like I meant more to you
• for a valentine in February 
• if I could turn back time, that I'd never fallen in love with you and that we'd never met
• that you miss me terribly yet knowing I am the biggest mistake you ever made
• that you regret me
• that you get physically hurt in one traumatic event so you will have time to re-prioritize your life and think about what you're doing in life
• something happened to me so I wouldn't have to go to school/work, so my family would get money from the insurance, so I wouldn't have to deal with everything I'm dealing with now.