'goodbye' to you (because you didn't make time to love me)

1. The "signs" are (1)I feel like you don't care because you don't invest time in me and (2)I am jealous for your attention with you're with other people or when you hug girls.
2. I feel like you deserve freedom from me and your faith can grow tremendously when I'm no longer part of your life.
3. No matter how much I tell God how much I want you in my life, He keeps telling me that I don't deserve you right now. I need to work on myself and all I have right now is all I can handle.
4. Good luck! and goodbye. I've decided I'm going to try to stop wanting things in my life anymore because I don't deserve a lot of what I already have.