I hereby give you permission to see other people.

1. Even though you don't see it, she's trying to take you away from me. But it's okay, she can have you now.
2. You can't make time to talk to me in person. People always make time for things that are important to them.
3. I want to tell you "goodbye" and I'm letting go, finally. 

You asked about the "signs"--those were them. I'm sure the person God wants me to be with will love me and show it, to make sure I know it. But you, you don't make me feel like you care. So for now, I think I'm going to treat you like any other person. It's not attractive when you treat me like any old friend when I want to be your lover. But yeah, I'll let you know these things when we finally get a chance to talk. 

PS: I don't know if it will be mean or inappropriate, haha, but I want to say, "It's over," just like May.