Monday is June 13th!

and there's bowling and Kris wants to talk then but I don't think there'll be time. even if we did talk, I think I would just listen--I've already said what I wanted to say.
PLUS, I'm scared of what you're going to tell me or if there's something you don't WANT to tell me. really, it's that you're talking to someone else--I'm just not ready to hear that right now--I swear I'll throw up.

I seriously need to think about why I love you and want you to be part of my life so badly. I already know that I'm easily hurt by you because I feel neglected and because you mean so much to me. It's really going up in prayer constantly; a "trending topic," if you will.

Anyway, I don't like when it's the 13th of any month anymore.