Update, again

06/29/11--Recommitted my life to Him at Crossroads Christian Church.
06/30/11--Having a difficult day because I'm still in love with Kris and am pained by the fact that he's not the man I want him to be and most of all, that he's not MY man. I'm having a hard time coping that this is really over and that I'm supposed to let go (and let God).
Please, please, PLEASE don't let me fall away from you, Father God. I love you so, so much and I pray that Your greatness and sovereignty transcend my feelings and pain and that I love and serve you with a pure heart. May my body be a holy and living sacrifice that is pleasing and acceptable to You.
I'm feeling really challenged because of Kris but I find encouragement in His word: "He will give you all you need from day to day if you live for him and make the Kingdom of God your primary concern." --Matthew 6:33 I don't need a man, I need God. And when I finally let go and put God first as the driving force and priority in my life, He'll work through me and I can be a blessing to others.