Harvest

Tanya told us today that she and Johnny broke up.
I told Kris "hi" on FB chat and he said he was talking to Tanya on the phone.

He can be there for her in this tough time, but not me when I was/am going through mine.

Why?

Who made this binary in which he could be the 'good guy' for other people but not me?

Who?



PS: being at Harvest caused the Holy Spirit to convict me. I was moved to pray for strength and focus on only Him because the enemy speaks and reminds me about my past (Pastor Greg said I should remind him of his future by saying, "Go to Hell!"). God is alive in me and I hope the Holy Spirit works in me. I pray for comfort because my heart still aches about what I lost.

Posted on Facebook on Monday, August 1, 2011, 3:01 AM:

Dear God, please bless me with a godly man. It can be tomorrow, or the next day, or whenever, in your time. In the meantime, give me strength for today, triumph over temptation, resilience from my trials, trust and reinforced faith in you, and courage to show everyone your Love. I thank you and praise you for my friends and family and am confident in You because I know our lives are in Your divine hands. Selah.