I'm going to talk to him later today and these are some things I want him to know:

1. I was cleaning my room and found some old stuff/notes he gave me. I read them and he really did love me. He was sweet and caring. I remembered how it wasn't all bad and I forgave him.
2. I feel hurt because I miss him and he's not mine. :(
3. I still love him, and I'm still IN love with him.
4. I don't know how to be just his friend because I was so much more than that, but I'm willing to learn. And, through God's help and timing, we will be friends again.
5. Hello, hi, good evening, is your mom there? ilyvm imyal icwtsy wybm?

UPDATE:

I told him #1 in person, #4 through FB message (however I'm unsure of whether he read it or not), and the first part of #5 in the same FB message. Response: for #1, he said 'thank you' with watery eyes, and for #4 & #5, he did not respond.