Title: "How it Is" or "The Things I'll Never Say"

• I'm still in love with you
• You were my boyfriend. It hurts because there wasn't enough room for me in your life, because I'm lonely  because you didn't do anything about it, because you can be there for so many other people except me
• How can I be your friend when I remember how you loved me and then how you mistreated me?
• I'm just bitter. I can't be mature about this because I just can't understand you.
• I cannot be with you if we were given the opportunity and I cannot be your friend—there's too much pain I hold on to
• Sometimes I feel like the only way to be okay with this is to just not talk to you anymore at all