Forgiveness Update:

God was so good to me at CI.
He spoke to me in my moment of lowliness and desperation. He said:

"Smile. I'm working in you."

and He also told me:

"When he stopped loving you, I never did." 

I also saw a vision:
I had doubts my dear friend, Jason Caraway, went to heaven when he passed. God gave me a reassuring vision while I was in one of my lows: I saw Jason, like a snapshot and as clear unmistakable as ever; he was SMILING! God let me know he was saved and is with the Lord!!! Praise God.




I don't demand reparations, I only ask that you seek forgiveness.