"The Call that Answered the Question of Why I'm Here"

After my first trauma scenario, I learned I must:

1. Trust myself. Have confidence in my skills. 
1. I know my basics. I will work each case with the fundamentals.
2. Find my voice. Make the scene mine and control/manage the situation.  
3. Remember: the point of the exercise really is TO LEARN.

Figure 1: My visual of what I learned. (Will be posted at a later date)

Admittedly, I cried. I cried like when I found out Jason died, when I didn't get the CCE internship, when Kris told me we were over, when I found out about her, and when Kris couldn't talk to me, explain himself or his actions, nor apologize in person at CI.
Walls were broken down, vulnerabilities were shown, and strength was found at the core. The truth came out: I really, really want this. 

Overall, I will never feel weak and worthless ever again. I will not get mad, I'll get better. 

You're okay. Don't quit.