Updates:

1. i lost an inch off my waist b/c of the emt program. when i wore one of my belts, i had to wear it one hole over—the LAST hole.
2. i actually did something on Valentine's day. it was so unlike me but i didn't hate it. it was actually fun.
3.  the relationship still makes me ANGRY. 
1. how he was, how he treated me, how i trusted him, how i still miss the good days, how i could kill him if i had the chance (yeah, scary but true), and how it's still not fair how he hurt me. 
4. BUT... God spoke peace into me by reminding me of His will. 
1. How can I be mad if this was the FRUITION of God's will? 
2. I wasn't happy—I shouldn't have put up with it for so long. Being apart from it all is a GOOD thing.
5. NREMT Exam: March 12th
6. Things to Do:
1. Make your quiet times regular and consistent, everyday at 5AM
2. Keep reviewing material for NREMT Exam
3. Research where you want to GO to PA school
4. Apply to PA school: personal statement and application 
5. Look for a job as an EMT—ER Tech
6. WORKOUT!! Sunday, Tuesday, and Thursday