PS: "love" really IS a losing game.

i'm worried about him—is it because i care or because i'm paranoid/obsessive about it?

this relationship—or friendship, or whatever it is—it's NEW and when it comes to relationships, i guess i'm still the OLD ME. i'm still kind of attention-whoring it.
just one question: why doesn't he respond to my facebook comments/posts/messages or email? :(

do the "other girls" matter? the past IS the past. but the curiosity makes my present miserable and i can only speculate as to how it will affect my future.. with or without Robert, it still bugs/will have bugged me.