3 bad dreams in a row!

• one with hmm-hmm and me at Costco
• i took 5 steps from the check-out and they confiscated my wallet because 'someone' left it there.. duh, I DID!!
• my sisters & sorority sisters were waiting for me outside in the parking lot; it was like, "hurry up!"
• one with hmm 
• of course the new gf wasn't there and he miraculously was mine again
• one with my parents and i
• we were part of a scientific team on a mission to study an ancient people
• but of course, it was an experiment gone wrong
• the study was to revive the dead because they never took their last breath, they still had one and that's why they could come back...

plus, i accidentally left the window open so it was freezing cold

i didn't get to floss, brush, wash my face, etc. (my bedtime routine) and you wouldn't believe what i fell asleep in

because of my bad dreams, i didn't not get any rest!! (yesterday i went to manang dhot up north to pick up her grandparents; i had 4 hours of sleep the night before... and last night i kept waking up from a nightmare and falling asleep to have yet another nightmare!) 

good grief! apparently this is what's on my mind:

-K.. the past is creeping up on me (this is probably because manang dhot was telling me about him yesterday. apparently, he's finally going to school! ptl.)

-R and the girls.. something apparently kept him* from meeting them

-me and the 'rents in an experiment.. being part of something that wasn't a good idea in the first place

*what you did still hurts. you make me feel so dumb for believing in you and your lies. now, instead of every smile of yours meaning magic to me, they make it hard to believe in anything good... at least for now. i don't want to say that you 'ruined' me, but i want to say that i was affected; i was changed.

i'm glad i got to wake up. and WITHOUT a headache too, since i didn't get enough sleep again.

today i'm going to hang out w/ Brenda my new bff, her girls, and hubs. however, i'm kind of scared to sleep because i don't want another bad dream.. :/