accepting singleness, living in content with it, and thriving while single

not an easy feat. 

I still really want a godly man, his vow of love in marriage, to be piggy-backed in over the threshold of our house, to carry our children for 9 fat months (when i can be who- and eat what-ever i want), and to have to joy of training them up to be men and women after God's own heart. I dream of a family. 

however, it might not be in the books for me :(
and that's okay too. God provides and He's never failed me.

so i will accept whatever i'm blessed with, marriage or singleness.
and serve diligently and humbly with what the LORD gives me.  

Lord, where do i put my hope? my only hope is in You. —Psalm 39:7

The LORD is my strength and my shield, he has given me victory. —Psalm 118:14

I'm currently struggling with contentment and envy. Lord, please catch my wandering eye and help me to focus on You. Let my heart know what matters and allow me to love others in more ways. Let me bring You glory; use me in my brokenness and speak purpose into my days.