considering the PROS of dying again, to help out the family

EXPLANATION:

• no more expenses on food/clothes/shelter on my behalf
• no more student loans, car insurance, health insurance, any other expenses on my behalf for my health/well-being
• no more grief with me being at home disappointing family on a daily basis
• not getting a job
• not doing anything productive nor planning out my days properly
• "always" going out
• not standing straight
• not wearing nice shoes
• taking everything for granted, all the time, everyday

"CONS:"

• no one to help type out and print notes, letters, documents (but i have 2 sisters that can do that)
• no one to wash the dishes on occasion (again, there are 5 other people in the house capable of doing that)
• no one to ask for help with homework (they have tutors for that)
• no one to call first to make sure stuff gets done around the house (feed grandpa, cook rice, wash dishes, sweep, dust, fold and sort clothes)

put simply, the pros outweigh the cons.