Wednesday, April 4, 2012

IT'S OVER.

I'm not okay yet, 
but I'm going to be.

 my life is STILL in God's hands 
and He has NEVER failed me.

i cry because i lost my friend.
my friend who loved to laugh and eat 
(he loved both probably as much as, or more than, me)
my friend who shared similar passions as me 
(in science and nature and medicine—we were nerdy in our own ways)
my friend who loved the same God 
(and understood what a courtship even was)

All I've had to eat today was: 2 crackers and a banana.
It's almost as if salt has lost its flavor. (Matthew 5:13, "You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men"—but may I never lose my flavor. I AM STILL WORTHY and GOD CAN STILL USE ME) 

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