I'm allowed to miss you. Those years we had weren't just nothing.

Those years we had were an invaluable learning experience.
I'm still so very sorry about how I treated you and made you feel. I was immature, young, and frustrated.
I miss you still, former best friend. We haven't spoken in 6 months.

I hope and pray that one day you'll feel repentant and feel the need to ask for forgiveness and offer a sincere apology. Until then, I trust God is working in you and making something beautiful in you.