i ADORED you!! i broke my back trying to make ends meet for you, for US. and you woke up one day, realized you didn't love me anymore, then broke my heart!!

yes, i still miss you. it's hard for me to believe that God is enough when i'm still hurting about the fact that i lost your love.
and of course it hurts to go through all my old college junk. you're part of my past and part of my history. a little bit of you is tied up with everything in my adult life.

what happened was cruel.
i don't know HOW i'm gonna get over this, but i know that i WILL. faith
God is my crutch and my peace. but you're my heartache and a painful reminder of how gullible and feebleminded i was. i'm reassured and hopeful in my access to my God that i will be guided with discernment through this storm.

"Having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom also we have access by faith." —Romans 5:1-2