so what if i still love you?

this, too, shall pass.

K, i'll get over it. but for now, i'm still shocked by how you cut me off and left me high and dry then brought me to an all time low. i'm still hurting because the one person i ever chose to give up everything for told me they didn't love me anymore. high risk, no reward. :(

and i cannot believe i let myself do whatever i wanted. R, you were a terrible rebound and a terrible person who let things fall away miserably.

ups and downs, love and "love"— i'm still growing; i'm still learning.

trust and obey.