i can't let go. i can't act on my feelings.

even though i FEEL for—and feel like i still love—you.

i just still really wish you didn't act on your feelings and just leave. but i don't want to wish that. i want to let go. i don't want to keep hoping for an idea i've had since 2006.

i just want a reality... and i have this confidence that i am content. i can scream at the top of my lungs, "SOMEBODY LOVES ME!!!" because i know that He loves me and He'll never stop.