Hello KS*

so i've realized that a lot of the stupid things i've done, you already know.

1. kris

2. robert

3. emt program 

4. the stupid things i say on the daily

5. 

honestly, it's exhaustingly embarrassing how young, immature, and utterly RETARDED and selfish i seem because of the poor choices i make. -___-

maybe the next guy i crush on will do a lot of stupid things like me and we'll be more on the same level. it's astounding how i seem to refuse to grow up!! i'm stubborn and hard-hearted. God, do a work in me because i'm facing a tragic downfall. 

*i've decided to nikname you KS, which stands for "Kindred Spirit"

I'm on "retard mode"

there's no better way to make or break a friendship than falling in-like!