like i told jape & kat,

i don't feel pursued. 

i guess 

i kinda give up.

i'm sure anyone would eventually get tired of just being there, going on unnoticed.

I know taking risks can be daunting. But often the most rewarding journeys begin with uneasy and faltering steps. (http://www.boundless.org/2005/articles/a0001750.cfm)