confession:

i will always compare any man i meet with you.
i will probably compare him with everything you were to me.
you set the bar.

i will never call anyone else "Babe" or "Bee".
i will never hear you call me "Babe" or "Baby" or hear you talk about anything good we shared.
you neglected what i fought so hard for.

day 1 you shoulda let me know before i let myself fall miserably in-like that you were gonna give me up like one of your MLMs. #neglect #abandon #stillcannotbelieveyou

\\edit: 01/04/13
i'm mad at myself that i still miss you. i'm mad that i can't bring myself to 'friend' you on fb. how can i begin to apologize if i'm still too hesitant, too proud to click "add friend"? anyway, i hate dreaming about you because you were once the man of my dreams, but now at times, you're a nightmare in my reality. how'd we get here and where can i turn back? :(