I am so shaken right now after reading your email. I have to tell you that my weekend was pretty miserable after reading a text like that when I woke up Saturday morning. Anyway, I hope you find yourself, your identity. May your searching not be in vain and I sincerely hope you can live with whoever you find yourself to be.
Like you, I am not a virgin. I make no use of my college degree. I didn't vote in the 2012 election. I am also pro-choice. And I have my own "weed".
But above all things, I DO believe in God. I believe in second, third, fourth, HOWEVER MANY CHANCES YOU NEED. My God is faithful and just to forgive (1 John 1:9). All my life I've been looking for love, but in all the wrong places: the club, a party, in drink, in sex, in porn, in running away. UNTIL. until I found my verse: 1 John 4:10, "This is REAL love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as a sacrifice to take away our sins."
I'm grieved right now. I wish I had the words to say. I'm literally shaking right now—I can barely type this email. I'm sad. I'm not angry. I care and feel very deeply for this matter which you've brought to my attention. And you've left me feeling helpless in it.
But I'm telling you I'm gonna be praying for you, whether it means anything to you or not. And I hope we DO see one another again, so let's not say "if".
-Joyce
\\edit: 10:22pm:
this was in response to his email
Subject: sorry
Date: March 19, 2013 9:37:14 PM PDT
The gist: You're lost and I helped you realize that. Basically, the long-version of the "it's not you, it's me".
The gist: You're lost and I helped you realize that. Basically, the long-version of the "it's not you, it's me".
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