heartache, again

baby (if i'm still allowed to call you that), i miss you so much.
mahalin mo ulit ako because i feel like i'm losing you by holding on tighter.
i need to learn to be submissive to God and His will.
if it's not His will for us to be together, then so be it.
however, if He has written our story to walk together as a married couple,
then i will try, i will work, and i will fight to help strengthen our relationship with Him.
God, please, speak truth into me and share you good and perfect will for me with me.