Showing posts with label boothang. Show all posts
Showing posts with label boothang. Show all posts

Saturday, March 23, 2013

Title 1: "Jason?" Title 2: "Hi Paul"

How can I miss what was never mine in the first place? You were like a glowing ember to me--so beautiful and intriguing, but so inaccessible--hot to the touch with 100% chance of getting burned.

Jason's favorite color is maroon.
Maroon: Harsh experience has probably matured the Maroon person into someone likable and generous. It is often a favorite color of someone who has been battered by life but has come through. It indicates a well-disciplined Red personality—one who has had difficult experiences and has not come through unmarked but who has grown and matured in the process.

Paul's favorite color is black. He also likes maroon.
Black: Dignified and impressive without being showy, Black people want to give the appearance of mystery, but their preference may also indicate a suppression of desires and worldly aims, suggesting hidden depths and inner longings.

Amazing and simple; seemingly tenderly delicate. Anomalous and attractive, who are you? And what are we doing here; what is this?

Looking at their personalities, the favorite colors definitely fit.

My favorite color is red.
Red: The color of strength, health, and vitality, Red is often the color chosen by someone outgoing, aggressive, vigorous and impulsive—or someone who would like to be! It goes with an ambitious nature but those who choose it can be abrupt at times, determined to get all they can out of life, quick to judge people and take sides. Red people are usually optimistic and can’t stand monotony; they are rather restless and not at all introspective, so they may be unaware of their own shortcomings. They find it hard to be objective and may blame others for any mishaps. Quiet people with a preference for red may feel the need for the warmth, strength and life-giving qualities of the color, or they blanket their true feelings under a sober exterior. Red is usually chosen by people with open and uncomplicated natures, with a zest for life.

The only thing I disagree with is the part about Reds not being introspective--I am VERY introspective.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

So now what?

so he has my number.
so we talk on aim and text.
so it's fun most times.
so he's immature sometimes.
so he's 2 years younger than me.
so i'm 2 years older than him.
so he doesn't read his bible regularly.
so he just got out of a relationship.
so i'm still not over the hurt from mine and kris' breakup.
so i don't really know this guy.
so it seems like it could be fun, for a while,

but it doesn't look like it will last.
but it doesn't look like either of us are ready.

i'm calling it—i smell rebound relationship. -_-

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

how do you spell "disaster"? J-O-Y-C-E

apparently, i'm bothersome.

he doesn't read his bible regularly :( and this, i really, really dislike.



so do you read your bible regularly10:24 PM
no
kinda intimidates me10:25 PM
the only parts i feel good reading are the gospels
well i urge you to read Romans
what do u like about romans?10:26 PM
who wrote it?10:27 PM
the apostle Paul
all his letters are pretty amazing and encouraging
but the book of Romans is convicting, intelligently written, full of hope and encouragement
thats nice\10:28 PM
lemme pull the dust off that old thing10:29 PM

YESSSSSSSS!!!!!

2nd guy in the world to ever ask for my number! (circa 1400 on 02/26/2013)
hey, can i have ur number? it would be fun to text outside of aim or me having to go home for my computer
#score #winner #excited #whatsupbuttercup

but hey! does that mean i'm inconvenient because i limit the exchange to computer only (for now, since i'm seriously considering getting unlimited text)?
really and truly, he's fun-ish to talk to online. in person however, we have some problems--we're both too shy -___- and on top of that, maturity is a concern for me. hmmm.....

\\edit: 02/27/13, 11:23pm
i am confident this is not going to turn into a courtship. the spiritual maturity is lacking. it broke my heart that he doesn't read his bible regularly nor seem to read it at all. there's no apparent personal relationship w/ God—should i even ask about his prayer life? if he tithes? what his ministry is? what his spiritual gifts are? can we talk about what we've learned in our individual quiet times?
Lord, guard and guide my heart.

Friday, February 15, 2013

Dear Boothang,

I wanna take you to Asahi (and Koreana). I wanna show you everything I like. And I wanna hear, taste, and see everything you like. I think it'd be fun and cool to see what 2 weird people are into. :)

What chocolate bar can you give a sweet musician OTHER THAN a Hershey's Symphony? ;)

PS: you need to you tell your little fan club to calm the freak down or GTFO. kidding, but not kidding. you're all over their instagrams and who knows where else!

\\edit: sat, 02/16/13, 10:34pm
PPS: funny snippet of this stupid birthday song that makes me laugh EVERY TIME i listen to it:
by Captain Zoom

PPPS: I wrote you a nonsensical letter, full of lists and laughs; it's mildly entertaining but i don't intend for you to read it. it's just an outlet for my overflow of thoughts and pretending.

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Valentine's Day/SAD (Singleness Awareness Day)

From G
Jason:
Tell her thank u and that i hope that her valentines day is going well
Feb 14, 4:31 pm

:) my stomach is doing backflips!


the pimps apologized AGAIN today. we're cool now. but definitely, lesson learned: no more venting/complaining; only minimal sharing from now on.

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Boothang

Tomorrow is Jason's 23rd. Tomorrow is also Valentine's day. Which makes today, Wednesday, February 13, 2013 (which is also Jason Caraway's 24th bday).

Today's text transcript w/ G:
3:59pm
tell Jason "happy birthday" for me at midnight! i would do it myslef, but i'm fasting facebook & i don't have his # & he never goes on AIM. womp

4:01pm
Cute. Of course I will. Unless u want his number now.

4:03pm
haha no thats gay. i already bothered him fb chat first. thru text is already too desperate

6:34pm
And you have to keep buying minutes. Jk. Ok, he has to earn our number anyways.

6:37pm
haha earn?!! well yeah, all he has to do is ask!

6:38pm
That's what I said!!!

10:05pm
do you know what he thinks of me after talking to him on fb chat? like, was i annoying or just too much/overwhelming?

10:19pm
Well, he was asking why you weren't on fb anymore. Obviously he was searching for you. I had to explain the whole lent thing.

10:24pm
So I don't think he thinks your annoying. He's really wanting to go to asahi now.


Sushi Asahi, Corona, CA


FROM THE PIMPLE: 9:15pm
joyce, i want to say sorry. sorry that i was so harsh on you last week. i did not set out to hurt you but i know my words were without love. your feelings are valid and i failed to understand where you are coming from. again, i'm sorry.

i don't really care too much for the previous message right now. 

Monday, February 11, 2013

#awkwardconvo1


Today

hi Mr. K

hello!

i remember Gio told me the kids called you that

thats true. they really didnt try with the whole thing

are you sleeping soon?

no

ok, just wondering and whatnot

lol
you?

soon and very soon
i have to wake up at 7 so i can get out of bed by 7:15 haha

damn, are you in barstow already/
?

yeah, i've been here since Sunday
i work Mon-Fri and have to hang out here the weekends my aunt's oncall at the hospital

so what do you do up there when your not working?

well on sundays, we go to CCHD in Hesperia and Saturdays i get to sleep in. i'm kinda boring

i dont know barstow much but arwe you by those outlets?

yes. 6ish minutes away

sounds like a precise estimate

so what are you doing besides not sleeping?

haha

are you security guarding something? hahah

lol, well if protecting my roomates counts then yeah
we are all just here doin our own stuff
2 friends are playing "magic", 1 is designing Teals pictures, and another is chillin

what's magic? like magic tricks?

its a nerdy card game similar to yugi-oh

hahahha cuuuute!!

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=466252810095647&set=a.144780745576190.31873.144780585576206&type=1&theater

cool, is this Paint?
haha jk, indesign?

gimp
Andrew calls it the poor man's photoshop

well the creations have a unique flavor

yeh i agree

so you guys live in DTR or what?

whats dtr?

DownTown Riverside
idk if that's even a think, i figured if people can call downtown fullerton "DTF" then i can call it "DTR"
thing*

dtf, lol wow
i get where that comes from

what? 'dtf' as in "down to fck"? or "downtown fullerton"?

yeh both

(sorry, i'm not that smart. hence, i ask)

alot of people say r'side

WHOSE SIDE?!!!!

psh
but actually we live in san bernardino, right across csusb

oh ok, but do any of you go there? and by "go" i mean attend

yeh all my roomates except me. and my 2 bandmates who are my neighbors
im basically the homebody

oh that was me 2010-2012
except i lived at home and was a complete bum.

yeh i refused to back home after i graduated

but why? victorville is so exciting haha

really? haha
i had no idea

so you said you had to leave to have lunch w/ your parents. did you drive to VV?

we met at ontario. my mom loves benihana

haha cool!!

yeh i like japanese food too

have you been to Asahi

no, wheres that>
? ive heard of it

well originally, it was in Riverside
or actually, it kind of still is, but the owner moved to Corona
so the one in Corona is thee spot

that sounds awesome
is it sushi?

haha duhhH!!!
it's amazing
AYCE--a glorious experience
you should go there for your birthday because they do something freaky
hahha, they flicker the lights on and off and play this techno-y song when then turns into a 1920's man singing happy birthday, then your waitress comes out with a cake
which** then
it happens everyday, often
it's funny cuz you're hoping no one has a seizure and you're simultaneously confused, bewildered, and entertained

"what is going on?!?!?"

^^exactly what i said when i first went

my friend said it was van buren
on*

and your friend is correct
oops, i've bothered you for >1 hr! and i'm 1 hour past my bedtime haha

seems shorter

it's been cool talking to you. tell your roomies "goodnight"

they have no idea who you are
jk

haha aww!!!
ok ok, you're right though. but even strangers can be nice
tell them i have puppies and candy in my van

we could use those

do you think i'm weird? haha

no. do you?

are you asking me if i think I'M weird?

haha, sure

or if i think YOU'RE weird?

yes and no, respectively

yes and yes

yes and yes to what?

oh my this confusing

yeah, i'm just gonna moonwalk out of this conversation. it's gone terrible awry

sorry about that. and have a good sleep

haha, why are you gonna be sorry?
anyway, goodnight and sweet dreams! (i TOLD you i was weird)

bye