I Love You, Man

i'm watching one of the movies that you and i laughed really hard at. and i miss you. a moment ago i had something on my mind i actually wanted to blog about... but now i forgot what i was going to say. i am, however, thinking of that time we watched Year One and we were laughing at the part where Jack Black's arms were chained and he was trying to get loose. :D k, I love you, man!

//EDIT: October 30th, 11:45 am:

okay, so since it's halloween i would like to take the opportunity to use the holiday as as a metaphor. because halloween is "trick or treat" time, i feel as though HE is a trick and treat; it's so clear! even though he hurt me i still love him and will love no one else. it's like he's part of my life's homeostasis, everything's going out of whack because he's gone, and i keep sending positive feedback to him to get him back but nothing works so i go out of my way to go for him, to grow for him, but... i'm a goiter. or am i just being masochistic? no, the pain's still here, he's gone, and i'm not happy. i'm broken. okay, i just have to breathe through the pain. well i hope time will fix it--i've heard it takes half the time of the relationship to get over someone.... so that's..... 2 years and 3 months. womp womp.  

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