you tricked me!

i always helped you in the best way i could whenever i could.
i gave you money when you needed it. i'm out almost $5,000.
you promised to pay me back. you even wrote up a contract.
i haven't seen even a penny. why did i let myself believe in you?
you're still the same selfish person i should never have said 'yes' to.
i've wasted so much time on you and this relationship.
why was i so stupid? how did i believe things would change?
i've supported you and stood up for you and when i stood alone,
asking for you back, you said basically said 'no.'
after everything, this is where we are and this is what we've become.
there's nothing left to save and there's nothing left but regret.