i thought

i thought i had it all figured out
but in the end, they walk away

my best friend said:

"Believe me you are wanted, somewhere out there, there is a man who has been waiting and praying for you who deserves you and whom you deserve!!! He will be an honorable man, who will love you and everything about you, and respect you, Robert was not that man. I know it!" —06/12/12; 11:31pm

and i believe her because she is a good and wise, godly woman.
someday, someone's gonna want me
the way i wanted my exes,
i mean, someone has to.
someday, hopefully soon, i'm going to meet my future husband. :)