(convicting) ouch.

7:18:14 PM homer: of course you cant forget. but when you remember and it still hurts, it still means you haven't let go

i know it's true. what you said was true. and i wish i didn't value what you said so much because it feels like it hurt wayyy more than it was supposed to if anyone else had said it. :(((

i was getting somewhere. i made a little progress, and God knows it. but you reminding me that i'm still not there makes me feel like everything i did/am doing was/is in vain. :(((((


i'm an ugly person on the inside, and unfortunately, there's no makeup for that. :/

PS: i'm emotional right now because i'm chock full of hormones. it's the PMS—hello, menstruation. i welcome you because you still visit me -_____-. [[Self, remember when you saw kris nearly everyday? but now, it's nearly a whole year since you've last seen him? December 28th... think you'll reach a whole 365 days without him? probably, yes :( i can't believe they say, "no man, no cry" because even when they're gone, ESPECIALLY when they're gone, it just isn't true.]]