March 2013

My sisters and I started a reading plan on YouVersion called "What is Love" on our Bible Apps. I constantly pray for my sisters, their hearts, their relationship with God, and resilience in our trials to develop godly character.

Dear God,
My family is broken, broken to an extent I can barely adequately describe. Please fix it. Work healing and peace into our hearts and relationships. Do what only You can do. This is not for our comfort
In Jesus' name I pray,
Amen

It's been so much fun lately with Buttercup. It's really cool talking to him--but what do we do with this. It's really hard to keep the "just friends" mentality. But, if this is to be, it continues and if God says it's 'okay', then by July 2013 (6 months after we started being friends) a courtship will begin.

I miss my best friends, Rozen and Brenda. I miss my former best friend, Kris. My grandma's birthday is coming up on March 13th. I miss her too. I miss Jason, my one friend who really believed in me and my abilities and my dream to be a PA. I miss being at home.

Lord, I'm scared to say I want you to make me godly, not comfortable; holy, not content. Help me find the words and to seek you with my whole heart.