Confession #1

I'm scared I might accidentally call Paul "Kris". I'm scared I will keep comparing the two. I'm regretful that I created the opportunity to know Kris and now, it's interfering with my relationship with Paul. Plus, if this relationship doesn't work—I will have known Paul too. There is a seed of doubt that cannot be unplanted. It has been sown in my mind and is flowering fruits of hurt and suspicion.