I am restless

Restless, hungry for something more and wanting to be part of something bigger than myself.

I want a career.  

I want a haircut. 

I want to get married, have kids, do the mommy thing. 

I want to have good relationships. 

I want my life to have meaning and feel purposeful. 

I want too much and give too little. 

I want a new heart. 

I want something drastically different than what I already have. 

Edit: 

MY BABE: I'm starting to feel neglected because he's so busy. He's right, it is temporary. 

HAIRCUT: I like my long hair too much to get a pixie cut. 

BABIES: I don't wanna feel fat and ugly while pregnant and I don't know what my husband/baby daddy is gonna think of me as my body and hormone levels change. 

CAREER: 

“Keep this Book of the Law always on your lips; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.” (Joshua 1:8 NIV)